When you are terrified while making important decision, you must consult your companions.
One says, ‘This is too much for you’. The other says, ‘Go on, be brave’. At that moment, your doubts grow.
In that time of anxiety, you need to think and see yourself in the future. You must also see the people who will benefit or be harmed by your attitude. Of course, you do not want to cause pointless suffering to anyone, but nor do you want to abandon the path you are on.
It’s all up to you to allow the decision to reveal itself.
If you have to say ‘yes’, you should say it bravely. If you have to say ‘no’, you should say it without a trace of cowardice.